“Puppy Love”.

Hidup ini, sesungguhnya tentang apa?

Kalo menurut Ci, hidup ini, tentang mencintai apapun&siapapun di jalan-Nya. Mengumpulkan bekal untuk pulang, menyentuh hidup banyak orang.

=)

Why shud we feel the “PupPy LoVE”?

I’ve to remember this day. The day when my friend went to Jakarta while we have to do something tomolo, that makes her cant be in Bandung tomolo. She was running to Jakarta to meet the one she loved.

The one she love lived in Tangerang, she dunno where is the place. She just left Bandung, and she finally reach the housing of the one she love.

The person that she love neither answer her call nor replying her sms. So she told me that, she’ll wait that person tiil she meet her at anytime. So she’ll wait.

I was thinking that, what she is doing is stupid, its fool, she run to Jakarta for nothing!

Im sure that, the person that she wants to meet wont give her any respond, while the distance between Jakarta and Bandung isn’t that short, am I right?

Why shud we felt this PupPY LoVE?

If its only hurt us?

I texted her, askin her, where is she now,,

She replied that she was in a foodcourt near the housing of the one she loved.

I said “R u OK, there?”

She said that she wants to cry.

I asked her to share her feeling to me, and she said

“memang jika kita berharap pada manusia, kita akan kecewa. Jika kita berharap pada Allah, kita pasti bahagia. Tapi kenapa?”

U know,, im speechless,,when im reading her message, I have no idea what to say,,

Then I suddenly, look at myself, how far, I left The God,,

She also said “Sebenarnya, kita bisa minta Allah untuk mencabut perasaan ini dariku, tapi aku belum melakukannya”.

And, what I do is, I took wudlu, and I do solat dzuhur, and I pray to God to help us. I pray to God to help her, also to help me, dari semua kelalaian yg telah aku lakukan.

Mungkin sudah tiba saatnya, aku kembali berdo’a dan mempercayakan semuanya pada Allah.

Telah tiba saatnya, buku Diary-ku penuh dg sapaan, “Ya Allah,, Ya Allah”.

Sudah saatnya, aku berdo’a pada Allah, memohon pada-Nya dan menangis,,

Telah datang waktunya, aku menyambut kain putih itu, berada dalam ketenangan hati yg menentramkan.

Sudah saatnya Aku, mengenakan pakaian yg kukenakan dulu,,kain penghambaan,,

Allah telah merindukanku dengan sangat, memberiku ujian ini, dan membuatku terjatuh hingga kesakitan, untuk mengingat siapa yg sesungguhnya yg kubutuhkan, ketika semua ungkapan saudari-saudariku tak mampu kuhiraukan, dengan satu kali kuasa membolak-balikan hati, hatiku menjadi tenang.

Allah, sungguh indah skenario-Mu,,

Tak pernah dapat kutebak, mengapa Engkau sangat menyayangiku?

Mujhe please, Rabba, Loving me,,Loving me,,

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