I paint my day with silent tears.
The things are heavy to carry.
Like Im gonna blow up, but I couldnt do it.
I cried while Im listen to “Open Your Eyes” by Maher Zain.
That song accompanied me shouting, and screaming to myself.
Of what I have done.
I almost there.
I almost thought, it was the end of my life.
I keep listening to the song,
and counting down,
how many mistakes have I done?
How big my mistakes are?
And how will it damage all the people around me.
I almost done there.
But Allah give me a way to get back to the right life.
Show me the light, of HIS Grace.
Thank you, Allah.